Thursday, April 29, 2010

smell the freedom.


IT'S OVER!
i had my freedom since 1902hr today.
life, i am coming back to embrace you again.
although i have been waiting all sem for today, i didnt feel all that excited when it finally came.
wat an irony huh. LOL.
many things are on my mind now.
SLEEP is definitely my priority.
i think i need many many eye mask now.
and i need to readjust my biological clock and stop being nocturnal.
i wan to stop waking up in the middle of the night from shock.
i wan to sleep for 12 hours straight and just laze on my bed when i wake up tmr.
i wan to embrace every morning without feeling sleepy and groggy.
i wan to stay up late and watch all my favourite videos.
i wan to be able to watch tv with peace and nt feel guilty.
i wan to sit in front of my desk and stare into blank space.
i wan to eat brunch in front of the tv without having to worry about the time.
hahas yes. i just wan to do simple things like this.
things which i hadnt been able to very long.
i smell the freedom.
and am loving every sec of it. (:

Saturday, April 24, 2010

worn.


ya. i noe i said my next post will be after liberation day. but well, i need to find an outlet to vent out everything. it's driving me crazy. why am i putting myself into such a situation?
WHY?
ah. stop your procastination and go back to ur books.
and when everything ends,
i will seriously ponder through everything right from the start again.