new chapter

 

back from grad trip and I had so much fun there! seen some of the best sceneries I have never seen in my entire life and ate a great deal of food and drank so much wine I have ever drunk in my entire life. it was also my first backpack trip coupled with so many hikes in the different places around Europe. honestly, I was kind of proud of myself to be able to complete all the hikes in my toms and to be able to carry my 11kg bag around the entire time. I discovered a new me along the trip. the me that was able to endure all the fatigue and the stiffed legs from all the hiking. the me that was able to sing and dance openly without awkwardness in the public. the me that was able to drink wine, cider and have late night munch for so many nights. I guess a huge part was contributed by the company- the three that embarked with me to this aweosme and memorable trip. although I am dirt-broke when I came back, I am fully enriched, satisfied and happy that I made the decision to go with this bunch a few months back. (:

 

tomorrow will be the start of a new chapter in my life. it will be different from the rest of the stepping stones of my life thus far because I will be stepping into a new world- the working world. the world that will be filled with people from all walks of life, all kinds of profession and of course people of all different ages. of course I am scared, nervous, worried and whatnot. although I planned on hitting the books once I got back from Europe to do some recaps to my rusty memory, I have totally failed on this plan. I guess I really want to enjoy every bit of this last school holidays I will ever have. down to the final one second. for now, I am just going to cross my fngers and hope that the coming one week will be alright without any major events or accidents. acha fighting!

first and (last)

finally it is here. i took the last exam of my uni life on monday. i thought i will be feeling over the moon abt it but the irony is i didnt really feel much after that paper. i guess i need some time and confirmation before this realisation set in within me. before i enter into the next phase of my life, i will be off to europe for my graduation trip first! kinda excited for it but the real excitement will come when i am really there.

teabreak

time files and i cannot believe it has been four months ever since i blogged! decided to give this space a little revamp after all the new interfaces from blogger set in. on a side note, i guess i can spare some time doing such stuff since the last CA of my entire uni life ended two days ago! bad paper to end but i am just glad it was over! :D

although it has only been april, i felt as if i have been through most of the year already. so many things had happened just in this short 4 month period. some were expected while others just thrown me off the fence and left me in shock. of course, i have also learnt alot through this experiences and hopefully i have grown to become someone that can withstand blows after blows in preparation for the future. i just everything will turn out fine and i will not uncover the ugly sides of people anymore. 

for now, it is the final lap to final exams before i can finally fly off to europe! cannot wait! 

new.

time flies and it is officially 2013! looking back, 2012 had been a dramatic year. signing for my 1st permanent job, seoul summer xchange, being an aunt for the 1st time, blossom of new relationships amongst my closest friends and chewies etc. 

 

of course there had been pitfalls as well. if i could, i wish i have an eraser in my brain where i can just erase off these bad memories and bad people from my life. i had learnt that sometimes, only the truth makes us grow up. regardless of how harsh they could be, we must learn how to accept them and not be manipulated by them. easier said than done. i am still trying my best at this.

 

2013 marks a special year for me because it is my graduation year and the year where i will be joining the workforce, permanently. i have mixed feelings about this because i have heard so much from seniors and there are alot of uncertainty or what i termed as pre-career crisis. i just hope that i will be able to trial through whatever may come my way and remain truthful to myself.  

 

i love holidays. because i know i can never have this luxury anymore and because i can spend my time watching my favourite dramas and movies. people often asked me why do i like to waste my time on such non-constructive matters. but to me, they aint any non-constructive matters. to me, they are my channels, where i can truly let off all the steam i have accumulated over the semester. i can have a good laugh and a good cry over the plots and for a moment not think about whatever is filling my mind. i re-asked myself again this year and i think over the years, it has become a habit, a hobby.

counting back, i think i had watched 3 HK dramas (Ghetto Justice I & II, The Hippocractic Crush), 5 korean dramas (Big, Nice Guy, The Moon that embraces the Sun, The King 2 Hearts, I Miss You), 15 korean movies (A Moment to Remember, April Snow, Champ, Crazily first love, 100 days with Mr Arrogant, Hello Ghost, My Girl and I, Runway Cop, Sad movie, Speedy Scandal, Spellbound, The Grand Heist, White Night, Wonderful Radio, You're My Pet). 

 

lastly, i dont remember having the habit of coming up with new year resolution but for this year, i sincerely hope for the appearance of my half apple.