Tuesday, January 1, 2013

new.

time flies and it is officially 2013! looking back, 2012 had been a dramatic year. signing for my 1st permanent job, seoul summer xchange, being an aunt for the 1st time, blossom of new relationships amongst my closest friends and chewies etc. 
 
of course there had been pitfalls as well. if i could, i wish i have an eraser in my brain where i can just erase off these bad memories and bad people from my life. i had learnt that sometimes, only the truth makes us grow up. regardless of how harsh they could be, we must learn how to accept them and not be manipulated by them. easier said than done. i am still trying my best at this.
 
2013 marks a special year for me because it is my graduation year and the year where i will be joining the workforce, permanently. i have mixed feelings about this because i have heard so much from seniors and there are alot of uncertainty or what i termed as pre-career crisis. i just hope that i will be able to trial through whatever may come my way and remain truthful to myself.  
 
i love holidays. because i know i can never have this luxury anymore and because i can spend my time watching my favourite dramas and movies. people often asked me why do i like to waste my time on such non-constructive matters. but to me, they aint any non-constructive matters. to me, they are my channels, where i can truly let off all the steam i have accumulated over the semester. i can have a good laugh and a good cry over the plots and for a moment not think about whatever is filling my mind. i re-asked myself again this year and i think over the years, it has become a habit, a hobby.
counting back, i think i had watched 3 HK dramas (Ghetto Justice I & II, The Hippocractic Crush), 5 korean dramas (Big, Nice Guy, The Moon that embraces the Sun, The King 2 Hearts, I Miss You), 15 korean movies (A Moment to Remember, April Snow, Champ, Crazily first love, 100 days with Mr Arrogant, Hello Ghost, My Girl and I, Runway Cop, Sad movie, Speedy Scandal, Spellbound, The Grand Heist, White Night, Wonderful Radio, You're My Pet). 
 
lastly, i dont remember having the habit of coming up with new year resolution but for this year, i sincerely hope for the appearance of my half apple.