smell the freedom

exams is finally over! we are all so over the moon! somebody even hollered after our last paper today. hahas. yup i guess that is what happen when u spend hours after hours torturing urself with those mountain set of notes and drink cups over cups of coffee to keep urself awake throughout the seemingly endless nights. we all pull it thru and the great sense of relief overwhelmed us. from now till 20 dec, i will do nothing but play, play and play! there's so much that i wanna do over this short hols: csi exhibition, bombay exhibition, k-dramas, xpharm, exco retreat, k-box, meet-ups, tennis, badminton, running, cycling, sleeping, MAHJONG and simply staring into space on my bed without having to worry about time! (:

i smell the freedom and am enjoying every moment of it! :D

i've learnt that there is no forever to everything. they are such great vocalists and awesome stage performers. but the fate is sealed and there's no turning back. it has ended. officially. i am really really really upset. i went back to listen to their songs and it made things worse. i felt even more upset. 2 is never equal to 5 to start with. dbsk is 1 entity altogether. it will never be the same anymore. ): they had worked so hard over the last 5 years and it all come to an end. it's really a pity and i am just upset that everything they had done and worked for is worth just this much. it really shouldnt be this way.

hopefully they will relive the dream again.

let the sunshine

that pocket of sunshine finally peeked through my window and put an end to those gloomy days. i guessed i cnt stay gloomy forever i got to come out of it somehow. life gotta move on and i just have to make everyday worth my smile and believe that things will get better somehow.

i cnt wait for tuesday to come because that will put an end to all the projects i have on hand now. hopefully both poster and lifeform presentations will go on smoothly and nth will pop out to scare me again. i cnt afford another scare after wat happened on thursday. i dont even want to talk about it anymore. it is mind-draining. and after tuesday, i will think about nothing but just books and tennis. tennis classes ended on saturday and i feel that there is still alot more that i can improve on. prolly gotta work on that more intensively after 27 nov. i cnt wait for that faithful day to come.

recently, i picked up the habit of daydreaming whenever i try to ponder about concepts that i cnt understand for more than 10minutes. it cn really put my mind off to things which have totally no link with wat i was supposed to be thinking abt. and i hope i cn kick tt habit soon. it is driving me nuts. ): there is so much that needs to be done and i am really afraid that i wont have time for everything. i just gotta focus and really acha fight for the last 2 weeks. i hoped the effort will be linear this time ard and not sq-rooted.