Friday, October 22, 2010

schizophrenia


if i haven got what i wish for,
it probably means i haven work hard enough.
this constant tug and pull battle has worn me off.
and just proves the point more that what u reap is never what u sow.
or perhaps i can never be better anymore.
hang on, press on, jiayous, acha fighting.
i heard enough.




tell my evil twin to go away.
i cnt give up now although i am so tempted to let go of that rope.
it had gotten me nothing but blisters.
even if there is a tiny bit of me that want to withdraw,
i need to pull the rest of me tgt and finish this race.
because perceptions aside, i am only accountable to myself.

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