rants and thoughts

sch had started and it is the 2nd week oreadi. a new year. a new semester. and a whole new experience. i had the experience of having 2 projects on hand after i ended my 1st day of sch. how exciting. i cn sense tt more are coming my way. and things haven been gg smoothly as well. but i just dont want to think so much abt it and take things one at a time. i realised i always end up complaining and ranting abt sch life and sch work here. i guess i need this tiny space to shout out all the unhappiness and frustration and what not to ease myself.

the rainy season is here again. everyday just feel so cold and i am trying hard not to eat ice-cream. i think i need to stock up more in view of the hectic days that will come. a scoop or two never fail to make me feel better. (:

alot has been gg thru my mind recently. i understand alot more but there is still alot tt i dont understand and cnt seem to figure out. oh wells. i still believe they exist for a reason just tt the right time haven come for me to figure them out. (:

i have been following their dispute. and the least i want is for status quo to become permanent. it is no longer about who is at fault and who isnt. all those dont matter anymore. wat's more impt is when cn it all come to an end and for everything to go back to where they use to be. before all the sorrow and longing turned to feud and hatred. i hate bad endings. because they make pple regret when they think back years ltr about what had happened. i dont think anyone of them deserved to go through this ordeal. because they had been through so much tgt. no one knows best except themselves and perhaps there is so much tt they want to say to each other tt they could no longer find the words to say it anymore.

and i wonder why unfortunate events must happen after smth great is just over. the mild success was all that they get for so much tt they put in. it is unfair, unforgiving and truly unbearable to watch. despite all that, i truly wish them well and believe that they will put smiles on each other's faces again. because a cassie always keep the faith.