it is getting harder. and harder. and harder to stay afloat. depsite all that, i have to keep telling myself that i will pull through this gruelling period and everything will be fine. information is overloading and overwhelming. i need more time. i need to find more time. i have to trust that i can do it. i have to pull myself up in times like this. throw away the negative thoughts and continue walking although it is getting so hard and my legs are tired and i want to stop so badly. i just need to continue and never give up.