craze

had been watching loads of movies and catching up on loads of dramas for the past 3 days. think my eyes will rot soon. LOL. while waiting for momo love and hi my sweetheart new episodes, qp recommended me to watch the korean drama- u're beautiful. and it's darn nice! :D i luv the main male lead- jang geun suk! below is the reason why:

jang geun suk (:

although i really enjoy sticking my butt on my chair and glue my eyes in front of my lappie screen, i hope i cn do smth more constructive for the coming weeks.

09 outing is coming soon!! details are all out on facebook.

MY PILATES AND CIRCUIT TRAINING is starting soon!!! :D

4e8 outing is e following week.

sso with min, cand n belle e following wk.

yl and ken is planning a chill out @ clarke quay soon and my m'sia trekking is coming soon too! :D best part of all, CHIRSTMAS! qx may be planning a xmas party too! i cnt wait for all the exciting events tt are coming up. (:

i just hope the time machine will stall now.

i just hope everything will not be long gone.

i just hope i cn enjoy every moment of my life nw.

liberation

liberation began the second after 1500hr.
right after prof chui said stop writing in room 30 of the S16 building.
i tried all i cn in tt 120mins.
even if it meant screwing the paper.
i cn onli accept. and to try harder and harder than anyone else e next time rd.
but for the remaining 22 days, it's PLAYTIME!! (:

went straight down to holland v swensens gelato with larissa, rach, jielin n belle.

it started drizzling and when we boarded the bus, it started to pour.

perhaps the sky is crying for me.

gelato is really small. and the choice for selection is really limited. picked passionfruit. while larri had durian. belle -cookies n cream. jielin- her peach cream yogurt. and rach- pistachio. e 5 of us surrounded a small table in the shop with the rain pouring and the cold wind blowing outside. and nothing beats a cup of ice cream after such a tiring week. (:

our yummy ice cream! (:

after ice cream, we walked ard holland v and came across this really cool umbrella plastic bag machine. it was meant for those long umbrella and we still wan to try them on our foldable umbrellas. belle tried stuffin her umbrella n had a hard time gettin it out cos it gt stuck halfway. while i jus pulled out the plastic bag from the side. LOL. really hilarious doin all these along the corridors of the shops.

we walked further down and discovered a shop tt sells really cheap sports attires and other clothes. best of all, they have ADIDAS selling for under 30 bucks!! but couldnt find any nice pieces there. nonetheless still enjoy the company of those gals. (:

we gt so bored tt we decided to shop ard the nearby cold storage. christmas is in the air! (: christmas songs blasted our ears as we scanned thru the arrays of groceries, got amazed with the size of a young turkey , reminisced abt the tablet candies we ate when we were young and candies tt looked like pessaries. LOL.

we walked all the way back to b.v stn from holland v. trained to bukit batok with rach n jielin- supposedly to discuss e overseas trip with qi xuan but we ended up rotting at west mall subway and ate dinner there. and i missed pirates of carribean. ):

it's 0237hr and i'm nt sleeping.

best part of all, EXAMS ARE OVER!!! (:

last battle

i'm starting to believe that the sandals may be doing some good.
but whether i will entitle it my " lucky golden shoes" still needa time to tell.

time flies again like the hummingbird.
e awaited finals seems like ytd.
and now, it's jus down to *drum roll* ONE LAST PAPER!
WEE!!
yes. tt's how excited i'm.
it's like i'd waited for all my life for 28 nov to come.
when ironically i'd onli started sch for 3 mths.

everyone has been counting down.
in facebook.
in blogs.
in sms-es.
in conversations.
in dreams.

the countdown was just our way of self motivation.
our way of self consolation.
tt it will come and go like a breeze.
and it sure did!
i think i cn touch 28 nov with my bare hands nw. :D

chui

the gruelling 120 mins.
at a speed of 1 qn/min.
my nervous system was brought to a whole new level.

finally.
it ended.

chui-ness.

on our way home, belle smiled at me n said: chui le chui le.

and i couldnt agree any less.

monday

it was 07:30.
it was pouring.
i was drained from the long night ytd.
and the train was PACKED.
it's like u just pumped 1000cm cube of 02 into 1cm cube of gas cylinder.

the bus-stop queue was so looong.
n when i finally squeezed onto the bus,
it moved like a snail.

dashed out of the bus and the road.
onli to be horned by a white toyota that was a few cm away.

wat a dramatic morning.
and a great way to start my econs paper.

gone with the wind

finally.
the horrible anat paper is down.
i cn finally chuck martini to one side.

4 more to go.
6 more days.
and all will be gone with the wind.

e lack of sleep is burning me.
PIMPLES are erupting.
EYEBAGS are thickening.

28 nov. 28 nov. 28 nov.
i'm waiting for u.

I WANT TO PLAY!

S.E.H

1 day.
24 hrs.
1440 mins.
ticks ticks ticks.
flip flip flip.

and i'm gg seh.
it's draining.
physically and mentally.
heartburnt.
eyebags.
PIMPLES. ):
it's an unhealthy activity.

to wrap up in 7 days.
ACHA ACHA FIGHT SUS!

schizophrenia

i realised i had been pretty repetitive for tis few entries- repeatedly procrastinating.
and the truth is, i'm planning a mental escape route.
away of life. of sch. of pple. of perceptions. of expectations. of comparison.

being simple and average.
being myself.
i couldnt have asked for more.

i want to rip off this face of mine.

because i dont wan to live in agony under the scrutiny of others.

i'd fought. for too long in the past.

others said: u shldnt let all tt come to a waste. so hold on.

i noe i must.

i noe i had to.

i noe exactly wat i am supposed to do.

but i jus cnt bring myself to do them.

and it's killing me silently.
so save me.

faith

the abrupt noise pollution downstairs came jus at the right time.
i never once had such wavering thoughts.
they keep coming back.
telling me it's nt right.
tt it's wrong.
tt i wanted something else.
and this is not where i belong.

everyone.
every bits and pieces.
every moment and second.
everything.
is distant.

i ask myself the reason.
i saw the reason on friday at sgh.
is it enough?

but u cnt leave.
u are holding too much.
so u have to handle it.
handle it. even if it's tormenting.
handle it. even if it's torturing.
handle it. even if eveything is toppling.
handle it. even if u feel like stopping.


for u own wat u work for.

peak

leveling up. leveling up. leveling up.
it all make sense.
tt we are all part of the olympics race.
some will triumph. some will falter.
everyone starts at the same line.
with the same beginning but different ending.
even if we bid goodbye after the years,
with different ending,
it's still gonna be a whole new beginning.


life goes on a cycle. with new beginnings awaiting the endings.
so fear not. fret not. if u were to falter once.
cos it doesnt mean u will falter forever.
take the chance and see how far it will take u.
for tt will be the strength to keep u gg.


acha fight.
even if it means.
acha fight.

bits and pieces

yup it has been awhile ever since i blogged. time still past like how a hummingbird flags its wings. even more nw actually.

done my great eastern run last sun with phe, min n belle (: complete in 30 mins. although i wasnt in my best condition with the late sleeping e previous night. it's still fun to run with them. i realised i miss running after so long. shall resume running again this week. (:

the best part of the run was nt shedding fats but gettin the FOC swensens icecream!! hahas. i shall participate again next yr. plus the 1 bag full of granula bars the gals grabbed. i was stunned then at how they can jus keep gg back to the queue to grab the freebies. but the granula bar really taste nice. hahas.

had my 1st ever night study in sch on tues with rachel, jielin, kerwin n belle. finally heard the lib closing music. it's hmm mambo.

went dinner with qi xuan jus nw. nice and cheap zi char near bukit batok under 25 bucks (:

but need to RUN soon.

the entry post came too sudden. i didnt have time to react. pls tell me it's nt true.

dec hols please come soon.
highlights: cardio pilates, circuit training, running, cycling, trekking.
i cannot wait to bask myself in the sun again! (: