faith

the abrupt noise pollution downstairs came jus at the right time.
i never once had such wavering thoughts.
they keep coming back.
telling me it's nt right.
tt it's wrong.
tt i wanted something else.
and this is not where i belong.

everyone.
every bits and pieces.
every moment and second.
everything.
is distant.

i ask myself the reason.
i saw the reason on friday at sgh.
is it enough?

but u cnt leave.
u are holding too much.
so u have to handle it.
handle it. even if it's tormenting.
handle it. even if it's torturing.
handle it. even if eveything is toppling.
handle it. even if u feel like stopping.


for u own wat u work for.