i thought i knew. but in fact, i still couldnt figure out.
this was something that hadnt happened for a looong time.
e misunderstanding got me thinking. and realising.
that i acutally care.
and i'm having the same symptoms.
i thought i was immuned from it.
i thought all these will not happen. ever again.
but i think it's coming now.
impossible is nothing.
it now seems that way to me.
nothing is of certainty.
if only i cn take antibiotics.
if only my own antibodies cn put up a fight.
and let this get off my mind.
go away please.