gone and forever lost.

seen too much. heard too much. and it has reached a saturation point.

yes, saturation point. dissolution had ceased. just like how the solid cn never mix with the solvent ever again. it has become a suspension. a 2 phase system. even if there's a propeller mixer to mix the suspension, it's a deflocculated suspension. the resistance to mix just gets greater with each attempt to stir and mix. i just wish it will never reach supersaturation. ever.

there are too many plastic flowers. and too many ignorant remarks. i will never noe the face under tt mask. perhaps all is wounded and scarred. perhaps another single step will turn into a sin. perhaps the fortress is built to hide away all the unforgotten memories. watever the reason may be, there will always be a lighthouse. but the eyes are blinded. it will never be seen. and now, it's gone. and forever lost.