Tuesday, August 10, 2010

belief or naive

today is the 1st day of school and i woke up LATE. luckily i caught the train and bus in time and didnt miss any part of the 1st lecture. there seemed to be so much problems gg on with my body. my left knee is cranky again and i had troubles bending my knee now. ): hopefully it will recover soon so tt i cn resume my running. i had terrible appetite recently too and i'm just eating for the sake of eating food. ): lectures had been okay so farr just tt i'm a little worried abt the sci gem i'm taking. ): it's freakky to have just 60 pple in a class and when the lecturer rambles on abt astrobiology wif u knowing nth abt it. hopefully everything will turn out better for the days to come. (:
it is at times like this when i start to ponder again how did it ever begin.
i knew all along and even better now that it was all useless, pointless, senseless and worthless.
i had been saved from drowning waters too soon and led into a daunting maze too quicky.
despite all tt happened, i chose to believe u had too much bad memories to start all over again.

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