the full stop and new page.

say goodbye to 2010 and embrace 2011.

another year passed and we are all a year older.

looking back, a lot had happened in 2010.

there are joyous moments, depressed periods and confused instances.

but all these has passed and i understood much more than before.

because i discovered much more and found out much more about myself.

perhaps there is too much that i want to say,

too much that i want to express,

that it had tired me out.

perhaps there is too much thoughts running through my mind,

that it had made me worried too much.

perhaps there is too much uncertainty

for the painting is not complete that i cnt see the light.

but as the year comes to a full stop tonight,

i will face the new page with faith.

because as long as i always keep the faith,

i will walk through this treacherous path.

the remains of its history

visited the national museum today with belle, min and cand. it was a truly enriching experience.learnt alot more about Pompeii from the museum tour guide and the artefacts showcased there. a little brief history about the fall of Pompeii: Pompeii was buried with volcanic mud, ash and pumice within 2 days after the eruption of Mount Vesuvius on 24 August 79 CE. it was only rediscovered in the 18th century. approximately 1150 vicitims were revealed and many excavated buildings were restored following the efforts of archaeologists from 1863 onwards.

the most interesting part of the exhibition was that i get to witness the lifestyle of the Pompeiians such as the kind of houses they lived in, the kind of public entertainment they enjoyed, the gods they worshipped and even the various types of food they eat in their normal daily lives. it was said that many of the Pompeiians were freedmen that mended businesses for their owners- the wealthy whom left Pompeii after going through the various earthquakes encounters before the Plinian eruption destroyed the town.

i guess we can never match up to the power of mother nature. one volcanic eruption is all that it takes to destroy an entire town and make the world forget about its existence for 1800 years. a truly sorrow fate for the Pompeiians.

this exhibition is really awesome and nus/ntu students shouldnt be missing it! because it's FOC. hahas. went for lunch at cathay and did catching ups with the gals after that. i was pretty upset i didnt manage to find thanksgiving live in dome dvd in gramophone cathay and hmv in both cityhall and heeren. shall continue my search and hopefully i will find it soon! (: hols is ending in another week and time really flies. gotta make full use of the remaining time and recharge myself before the new semester starts again.

always keep the faith

it was truly a difficult and unforgiving choice. i couldnt imagine how hard it would have been for them. even for us, it was heart wretching enough. to watch jyj's potrayal of falling leaves and nine. the tone in their voices said it all. all that was different and missing right now. and if it isnt five, it isnt right. there are so much that they are going through right now and perhaps a song or two could never express truly enough how they really feel. if the world had been a simpler place with more embracement, all these would have not occur at all.

but all of that had occured and all that we can do is to always keep the faith that a reunion will be possible someday. that the five will make a comeback. that this is just an ordeal that will only make their bond stronger for each other. because be it seven years or nine years, it is not the end for them.

under the same sky
we dream of the same dream
the brightness of the star's lights
the fear of the past
i will cherish it eternally
going towards the reality
even if i cant see you
i will come back for you
after the flowers fallen
we will start over again.

timeless

it has been awhile since i blogged. in fact, this is the 2nd post during the hols so far. time flies and the hols is almost coming to an end. it's short but sweet. although i listed down the things that i wanted to do this hols, i spent most of my time staying glued in front of my computer screen watching k-drama. and i was glad i took up the 5 days job cause i spent quite alot this hols. went shopping and couldnt resist buying clothes. i actually haven shop for very loooong so it's retail therapy for me. i enjoy picking up clothes that i fancy in my favourite stores and just trying them out. i really enjoy wandering around in malls and just looking through things without knowing what u might come across. if i werent sane enough, i actually bought tvxq collection discs and their concert disc which cost quite a bomb. it has been a long time since i spend money on such things but i was really glad i did. (:

i had been wondering recently what contentment really means to me. sometimes, in the pursuit of things, we might get blinded and miss out on events and things that really meant alot to us. if time allows, will i be doing something that i like to do and be in somewhere that i like to be in. these thoughts come by so often nowadays that it is starting to waver me. i hate to think of it but i am really contented with how things really are right now. it is just the measure of the extent of contentment i guess. i will never know how much it will be that's why i have such thoughts i guess.

updates!

just some updates of wat i had been doing for the past 1 wk. time flies so fast that liberation day seems to be ytd. if only time could stand still and let me enjoy these moments much longer.

world junior wushu championship!

it was truly an eye opener

and i never thought i will be working there.

i was in charge of tallying the scores for the different events

and the best part of my job is that

i get to watch the entire competition! :D

worked hard and hopefully geting my pay SOON! (:

denise and me with gunshu [A] world champion-

Yong Yi Xiang!

TEAM SINGAPORE! (:

the kawaii daoshu [C] world champion- Taiki Mori!

he is sooooo adorable!

gunshu [B] world champion- Kazanosuke Nakai! (:


silver medalist for daoshu [A] and
bronze medalist for gunshu [A]-Kazuki Fujinaga!


TEAM JAPAN! (:


nandao [A] world champion- Nguyen Viet Cuong! :D
he is also the silver medalist for nangun [A] (:


another adorable wushu boy from Ukraine! (:

French sanda player! (:

Korean sanda player!

it was really really a memorable experience for myself. there were so many countries that took part in this event and the cultural differences could be felt everyday. there were times when we had difficulties communicating with one another and we had to use hand signals and drawings. i was quite amazed and surprised that many non-asian countries practise wushu. and some of them even won world champion title for their countries. there is really no boundaries at all for wushu. (:

the new item on my wishlist:

jyj's thanksgiving live in dome album.

i went on to youtube to listen and their singing is still awesome just like before.

they sounded different prolly cos they are no longer tvxq but jyj.

this difference is good in a way i guess.

i had searched thru alot of places but i still couldnt find it. ):

notthesameanymore

if it will wilter away, i will waver the last breath and let the scent etch in my mind.

because amidst the surrounding, i could only hear the subtle silence.

it was so real and unforgiving.

and i donno how anymore.

smell the freedom

exams is finally over! we are all so over the moon! somebody even hollered after our last paper today. hahas. yup i guess that is what happen when u spend hours after hours torturing urself with those mountain set of notes and drink cups over cups of coffee to keep urself awake throughout the seemingly endless nights. we all pull it thru and the great sense of relief overwhelmed us. from now till 20 dec, i will do nothing but play, play and play! there's so much that i wanna do over this short hols: csi exhibition, bombay exhibition, k-dramas, xpharm, exco retreat, k-box, meet-ups, tennis, badminton, running, cycling, sleeping, MAHJONG and simply staring into space on my bed without having to worry about time! (:

i smell the freedom and am enjoying every moment of it! :D

i've learnt that there is no forever to everything. they are such great vocalists and awesome stage performers. but the fate is sealed and there's no turning back. it has ended. officially. i am really really really upset. i went back to listen to their songs and it made things worse. i felt even more upset. 2 is never equal to 5 to start with. dbsk is 1 entity altogether. it will never be the same anymore. ): they had worked so hard over the last 5 years and it all come to an end. it's really a pity and i am just upset that everything they had done and worked for is worth just this much. it really shouldnt be this way.

hopefully they will relive the dream again.

let the sunshine

that pocket of sunshine finally peeked through my window and put an end to those gloomy days. i guessed i cnt stay gloomy forever i got to come out of it somehow. life gotta move on and i just have to make everyday worth my smile and believe that things will get better somehow.

i cnt wait for tuesday to come because that will put an end to all the projects i have on hand now. hopefully both poster and lifeform presentations will go on smoothly and nth will pop out to scare me again. i cnt afford another scare after wat happened on thursday. i dont even want to talk about it anymore. it is mind-draining. and after tuesday, i will think about nothing but just books and tennis. tennis classes ended on saturday and i feel that there is still alot more that i can improve on. prolly gotta work on that more intensively after 27 nov. i cnt wait for that faithful day to come.

recently, i picked up the habit of daydreaming whenever i try to ponder about concepts that i cnt understand for more than 10minutes. it cn really put my mind off to things which have totally no link with wat i was supposed to be thinking abt. and i hope i cn kick tt habit soon. it is driving me nuts. ): there is so much that needs to be done and i am really afraid that i wont have time for everything. i just gotta focus and really acha fight for the last 2 weeks. i hoped the effort will be linear this time ard and not sq-rooted.

through the rain

let it pour just for today.
let the raindrops wash off the anguish and despondency.
i can never understand why but i have learnt not to question it anymore.

schizophrenia

if i haven got what i wish for,
it probably means i haven work hard enough.
this constant tug and pull battle has worn me off.
and just proves the point more that what u reap is never what u sow.
or perhaps i can never be better anymore.
hang on, press on, jiayous, acha fighting.
i heard enough.




tell my evil twin to go away.
i cnt give up now although i am so tempted to let go of that rope.
it had gotten me nothing but blisters.
even if there is a tiny bit of me that want to withdraw,
i need to pull the rest of me tgt and finish this race.
because perceptions aside, i am only accountable to myself.

dream and reality

i love what i am doing now.

but reality always drags me down and put me into more sorrow.

if time could stand still, i wish i could go back then and change my attitude.

i hate to not do everything to how i wish they turn out to be.

and when it happens, i can only tell myself to move on and that things will get better.

if only there is a starting point again.

i will definitely take the chance.

but the chance will never come.

and i have to bear this for the rest of my life.

the agony is starting to set in and it's drowning me.

when every single day is turning a toll on me.

and when all tt is left is just an empty shell.

i tried and i have to keep trying.

even if i wont reach the end in mind eventually, at least i tried.

the dream is vanishing and what is left is the cold reality.

it is not like this in the past.

i feel that i lost a part of me.

and i can never get it back anymore.

shatter

just some recent updates: nusps had our welcome tea on tuesday! and the response was overwhelming! tonnes of pharmily came down and i was really glad although there wasnt enough food to go ard for everyone. the bank status is finally settled as well after the third trial. everything seems good and hope it will only get better. (: i cnt wait for 50th exco outing tmr! :D hopefully i cn get to know the entire comm better through dinner and there will be loads of fun!

another week is ending and i can see the humongous pile of things i need to complete. the list is never ending. it will only get more, not less. well, at times it's good to get my mind preoccupied with things to do so i wont have time to think abt other things.

i wish i had known you earlier. then i wouldnt be stuck in this sticky situation.

the power of perceptions have gotten all of us intoxicated.

while the exterior perpetuated these perceptions,

i had made past transition time, chosen anew and rendered a second path.

and the same lighthouse will never shine again.

updates!

finally i get to do updates for so looooong. i am so glad that this week is history and that midterms are over. ytd was the worse day of this semester thus far. had 2 midterms on a single day, had to meet the deadline for pamphlet draft submission and settle accounting for pharm soc.dfd paper was freaking like a roller coaster ride. it got so exciting nearing the end of the paper. surprisingly, lifeforms midterms was way much better. nonetheless, i just hope that things will turn out fine eventually and wont do too badly for dfd. ):

hahas i never get to announce that i was elected into office! i am really glad that i finally decided to run for the post becuase after today's meeting with the past and present exco, i realise that there is so much more things u can learn and experience during ur term in office. not to mention giving back to the student population in terms of planning more activities and giving more welfare. (: and i hope that the 50th exco can have more bonding sessions. shall bombard socks with tonnes of outing ideas! :D

went for SILC 2010 during recess week from wed-fri with kheng yong and jiahui. totally enjoyed myself over the 3 days with my blueberry mates. although we only knew each other for less than 3 days, we are able to bond rather fast. just within 1 day. (: hahas the camp also exposed me to clubs and societies i never once know existed and we learnt alot abt the habits of being an effective leader. we even celebrated MAF over at kota tinggi and i got to play with latern for the 1st time after many years. (: campfire was totally the highlight of the entire camp and i think our group came out with the best skit and we taught everyone the friendship dance. had an awesome time at jusco eating desserts for lunch and shopping! had tonnes of icecream, brownies and blueberry pizza! bought an espirit shirt at reject store at a really worth it price. (:

the torch will never light up again.

chapter 2

chapter 2 crept in in the midst of so many things. when there is midterms, SLIC 2010, projects, pamphlet, handover and wat not. they are the reason for the lagging post recently. i really cnt find the time to blog although there's so much that i want to say. ):

although it sucks when my birthday falls on the same day as a midterm paper, i had learnt to get used to it. how cn i not when it's gonna be the same for the next 2 yrs? hahas. it's heartwarming when my fellow aurigaes had a mini celebration for me just now. i love the card they wrote and it's great to know tt there are pple who still care and rmb ur birthday. many thanks to those who post birthday wishes on my fb wall too! (:

okays time to get back to lifeforms and centrifugation. the notes shall be my birthday presents. i wish my birthday luck cn substain thru out the week. esp for lifeforms.

because perceptions are toxic.

it had been a loong and bumpy week. had to come up with a rallying video, complete survey forms, practise for consultation role play. not everything went according to what i planned but i guessed it's okay. as long as everything was done and past. after much thoughts abt what happened thru out the week, i think i need to change for the better. if something went wrong, dont expect much from others, expect more from urself. tt's one learning point i made. i just wish everything will turn out okay eventually and there wont be any bad blood created. (:

at times, perceptions really kill. as long as i have a clear conscience of why i am doing certain things, i should try not to be too bothered abt them. it is disheartening to hear doubts when my reasons of doing things are plainly simple and straightforward.

week four is ending. week five is cominggggg. which also means mid terms are coming soooon. ): dfd is still killing me. surface tension is building up and nw comes viscosity. soon i will turn into a dilatant liquid and start to have high resistance to flow when high shear stress is imparted on me. what's more, a dilatant fluid is not desirable for pharmaceutical products. ): i need to pull up my socks for tt. acha fight and pull thru. i signed up for tig last week and apparently there isnt any reply although everything is paid for. hopefully it doesnt turn out to be a scam. nike human race details turned out to be a KL run! ): when is the s'pore run coming? and i might have to give this yr's cyclohunt a miss. ): AHH i hoped things will turn better from next week onwards. happiness cn be so simple yet so unattainable at times.

gone and forever lost.

seen too much. heard too much. and it has reached a saturation point.

yes, saturation point. dissolution had ceased. just like how the solid cn never mix with the solvent ever again. it has become a suspension. a 2 phase system. even if there's a propeller mixer to mix the suspension, it's a deflocculated suspension. the resistance to mix just gets greater with each attempt to stir and mix. i just wish it will never reach supersaturation. ever.

there are too many plastic flowers. and too many ignorant remarks. i will never noe the face under tt mask. perhaps all is wounded and scarred. perhaps another single step will turn into a sin. perhaps the fortress is built to hide away all the unforgotten memories. watever the reason may be, there will always be a lighthouse. but the eyes are blinded. it will never be seen. and now, it's gone. and forever lost.

a new chapter

if time and space could stand still, i wish to cycle around the world and enjoy nature's embrace.

when things get pretty mundane, it made me ponder at times whether this is really the life tt u really want. i guess it's pretty normal at times to feel this way since there will be times when we just feel really really tired at wat we are doing. hopefully i will be alright again after some icecream therapy. another week is ending and i made up my mind to run for nusps treasurer on thurs night after a really really long thought. it's really smth new tt i have never try b4 in my entire life - elections. and i need to make a rallying video to convince pple to vote for me. i understand fully tt in every election, there are bound to be competitions. so regardless of whether i will get the post or not, i will just try my best for now. (:

i finally resume my running on friday after so loooong. after nt running for so looong, everything seemed to be back to square one! ): i need to train and train again. nike human race is waiting for me! ran with jh and cheryl and we had a long chat at the steps along the track after our run. it's gd catching up with them and i noe things are nt really the same anymore. there are shifts, jumps and hopping ard. it took me some time to get used to them too. but ultimately we are still pharmily. (:

days before storm

it's the 3rd week oreadi! i realised i haven been updating this space for 2 weeks! lab is starting this thurs which means no more 4 schooling days and no more gg back home early on thurs. ): life has been great so far, leaving aside the schoolwork. dfd is driving me nuts. the many formulas, equations and wat not. i need surfactants to reduce tension oso! lifeforms turn out to be interesting. at least now i noe Big Bang is not just the korean band but the cosmological theory that explains beginning of life in the universe. HAHA.

aurigae outing!

we went to sing k at cck centre and had 2 extra hrs FREE! (:

rag comm lunch + s'pore flyer!

we slogged hard and had our rewards ytd at kuishinbo! (:

belief or naive

today is the 1st day of school and i woke up LATE. luckily i caught the train and bus in time and didnt miss any part of the 1st lecture. there seemed to be so much problems gg on with my body. my left knee is cranky again and i had troubles bending my knee now. ): hopefully it will recover soon so tt i cn resume my running. i had terrible appetite recently too and i'm just eating for the sake of eating food. ): lectures had been okay so farr just tt i'm a little worried abt the sci gem i'm taking. ): it's freakky to have just 60 pple in a class and when the lecturer rambles on abt astrobiology wif u knowing nth abt it. hopefully everything will turn out better for the days to come. (:

it is at times like this when i start to ponder again how did it ever begin.

i knew all along and even better now that it was all useless, pointless, senseless and worthless.

i had been saved from drowning waters too soon and led into a daunting maze too quicky.

despite all tt happened, i chose to believe u had too much bad memories to start all over again.

♥ raggg forever!

rag officially ended on 6 aug 2010. there were loads of emotions gg on within me and the rest of those who had worked hard and put their hearts and souls into this project. there were tears of joy, relief, excitement and reluctance. i had been waiting for D day for so long tt when it finally came, i felt tt everything happened too fast. it seemed like ytd when rag tentage was 1st set up. it seemed like ytd when i was still thinking abt props designs. it seemed like ytd when i was working late at night in the tentage, being chased by john and joanne to go home.

everyone used to ask me why did i even want to get involve in rag when my whole holidays will be burnt and tt my sleep will be sacrificed. i used to not have a real answer to the question. but now, i found the answer. it's the contentment and joy of knowing tt the dancers like the props i made for them and tt the designs i had in mind for my props on paper can become real in 3D, standing right in front of me. it's really a great deal of accomplishment and i do not regret taking up this project for i had suffered hardship to have rag memories etched in my mind forever.

i will miss rag. i will miss the days of suffering, sleepless and bathe-less nights. i will miss sleeping on the pellets, cutting CD bits, getting my hands and clothes dirty with paint, contact glue, glitter. when we were granted competing status 4 days b4 rag day, we had the whole pharmily working tgt to give our dragon a metamorphic change. although we did not win anything, we had fun working tgt and we all knew in our hearts tt we had accomplished smth greater than we ever thought we could. for that, i believe we had won over ourselves and we will return ever stronger next year. (:

the dancers with my props (:

all the dancers at the track.

the rich prince with barbell and bow (:

the princess locked up in the tower awaiting for the rescue of her prince.

the peasant prince piercing the belly of the fierce dragon (:

the witch brewing potions in the cauldron.

dancers posing (:

dancers posing for static display (:

the main float and my side props (:

PHARMILY!! (:

alright okay

i am upset because:
1. my legs and arms have become the feasting ground for bugs.
2. the bug bites are freaking itchy and no amt of mopiko cn stop me from scratching.
3. which means there will be SCARS. ):
4. pimples are growing on the 2 edges of my face due to lack of sleep and stress.
5. i seem to have endless things to do and idk when i can complete them.
6. i still have no designs for potion shelf.
7. i have cuts on my legs from the wire mash.
8. which means there will be MORE SCARS. ): ):
9. i have to give night cycling a miss today.
10. i haven run since adidas sundown.

at times, i wondered why in the world am i working so hard to make things tt will be torn down eventually. but in the end, i will still make them to my best abilities and i noe i need to look away when they are really destroyed and thrown away. i guessed the process is most impt and knowing tt i could make all those things will be suffice to put smiles on my face.

thrown away.
but always in memories.

true blue

days are passing like a bullet train. so fast tt i felt i haven really accomplished or done anything so far in the holidays except my rag props. everyday is back in school ragging and feeding the damn bugs in the tentage. i have so many freaking red itchy spots on my arms, elbows and legs. mopiko doesnt seem to work at all and i will hate to have scars all over. ): and i got burnt so frequent. almost every other day by either the glue gun or the thinner. and today, it's both. ): HAHA. i feel like i'm ranting my displeasure abt rag in this space. but other than all the bites and burns, rag is pretty okay and fun. get to know more frehsies and my own peers better. and it's great to see smth you drawn on the paper become 3D. (:

i hope i will be able to complete all my stuff within the next 2 weeks so at least i cn help out for the float. everyone has been helping me with the props and i feel i shld do smth in return as well. detailing designs for the potion shelf is nowhere to be seen. my a4 paper is STILL blank and white. hopefully i cn get it done over the weekends and start work next week. aesthetic display props is killing me. i could only complete 1 giant barbell today. i still have 2 farmforks. acha fight! i can complete them all by monday. HAHA.

smth away from rag: i had icecream buffet on wed! went to ion swensens and ate 6 scoops plus 2 cakes. ULTRA sinful. i really cnt imagine pple eating whipped cream on waffles and icecream. esp after knowing how whipped cream comes abt. the buffet was pretty okay but i will prefer main course buffets. more photos on the icecream buffet next time rd. (:

i know it wouldnt.

for sure.

updates!

finally i am updating abt wat had happened recently. been really busy with rag so didnt have much time to blog. foc was fun and i realised the whole lot of fun i missed out for not attending last yr's foc. ): but well, i am glad i took up the ogl role and get to play those station, sports and war games with the freshies. had fun making new frens and knowing more abt my own peers during the camp. (: although aurigae came in last, the fun and bonding was the most impt. glad tt the ht-ht session with the freshies turn out well and they started to open up more. :D

AURIGAE! (:

SP nite aka FOC bash was the day after break camp. went to rag in the morning and rushed down to staff club to help set up the place for the freshies b4 they get to meet their sp. unfortunately, i brought the wrong set of clothes to change and had to borrow a dress from huiyi. fortunately, i was able to fit into the dress. just tt there was a hole at the back which made me SUPER uncomfortable. hahas. SP nite was fun with all the games and the food is pretty okay too. had loads of camwhoring thru out the nite and during the camp so much tt my fb photos are over 1k now. :D had to squeeze in bh's van back to ps room for rag meeting with the seniors b4 squeezing in the van all the way to holland v to meet up with aurigae for HAAGEN DAZ! (:

me and huiyi as table i/c with the freshies and their SP! (:

recently, it had been just ragging, ragging and more ragging. i feel tt i shld just install a bed in the tentage and sleep there everyday. travelling to and fro is really a chore especially since sch is so damn faaaar awayy from my house. night duty had begun and there are loads of bugs in the tentage. stress is building up since my farmforks, cauldron, treasure chest and barbells had nt been completed with detailing and my tiny brain just ran out of ideas. literally SQUEEZED DRY. the potion shelf is nt even build yet. AHHH. mai stress is wat i heard from alot of my peers and seniors and i noe exactly how to deal with the situation: handle it calmly and it will all be over soon. but reality is always different. i am a gan jiong spider so i will panic and be stress. sleep is limited and i am beginning to get angsty when the detailing designs doesnt go well. acha fight! another week is starting soon and i hope more things can be done.

u learnt the best only when u'd been thru the toughest.

worn

time flies! june is over. it's july oreadi! rag tentage is up and the float structure arrived 2 days ago. rag has filled up majority of my time now. so much so tt i am deprived of sleep. ): i noe i need sleep but when so many props are not done, i just have the urge to chiong thru the night and try to complete everything asap. i noe i cnt keep manpower to myself esp since we have limited time to make the float strucutre. it has taken a toll on me mentally and physically. acha fight susan! i need to trust myself and the team. we will pull thru all this and make a spectacular performance on 6 aug. not much updates for now because i need to sleep.

i love my bed more than ever.

go away

another week of rag and time is passing like a bullet train. started with the detailing of the props and am done with the shield and straw at least. gg back tmr morning for some touch up and colour selections in case the seniors want to do some ragging during foc week. now i noe, nothing is ever so easy. life now is like the half coloured lollipop; it's bittersweet. it's sweet to know tt there will always be a bunch of pple ard to help me out with the props but it's bitter when my tiny brain just cnt think of detailing designs. although we are non-competing, i really wan to do the best i cn for the props. and for the rag team so tt we cn be proud of ourselves at the end of the day. so i need to acha fight! and look thru the detailing of diff faculties in the previous years as reference. (:

completed personal taste today. it's a great k-drama! i love lee min-ho and son ye-jin combo! 16 epi of romance comedy to enjoy when u have nothing to do and just wan some entertainment. the ost is worth listening too. my music library is building up on korean songs now. i think there is close to 200 k-songs now. hahas. korean is the new POP! :D

i was posed a question ytd. and it made me wonder why such a question was posed in the 1st place. it came dawning on me tt i cnt mess with the grey. because if i do get trapped inside, i will be lost. or perhaps it was never meant to be grey. it had always been just black and white and i crossed the lines. so i shld white wash everything and let it return to the start. so that a new colour cn be added. yup. i am talking abt painting. just plain painting.

the good days will arise upon me! (:

cuts and bites

i had been down for rag everyday since mon. alot of time is needed to make all the props. but i must say we are pretty efficient cos most of the structures are up. hopefully next week the painting and detailing for the major props can be done. (: time passes like a breeze when there is work to do. travelling cn be a chore but i guess there's always fun out of everything. listening to the rag comm pple joking and seeing the props getting done one by one day by day is satisfying.

i seemed to be hard up for ideas on the props building but luckily there is always pple ard to offer their suggestions. i'm really grateful for all their help. i cn just die if i have to build all the props by myself.

recently, i keep having craving for banana muffin. keep wanting to eat banana walnut muffin after lunch but the spinelli at sci's ALWAYS dont have the muffin although it's in their menu. =.= and i am having cuts and bites! cuts on my hands from tin cans and bites from the darn mosquitoes outside ps room. the mosquitoes coil doesnt seem to be working and we couldnt find the lighter to light the coil today.

baking on saturday!! i cnt wait to make my own banana muffin! :D more photos of tt in the next entry! (:

more fun

had another awesome week! holidays just made time past really fast. it's the 2nd week of june oreadi. ): some quick updates abt wat i did:

BAKING!

i finally tried baking after so long. it was really fun! i enjoyed every bit of it (: baking was over at joanne's hse and we had the entire kitchen to ourselves. i tried seperating egg white from egg yolk which i used to only see it in the tv baking shows. NOT EASY. need to have skill. we oso got a little ambitious; we wanted to bake tiramisu, fudge cake with mango freeze and hot chocolate ganache cake. but we ended up managing to bake only tiramisu. HAHA.

trying so hard to seperate the egg white from yolk

that i dont have time to pose! hahas.

TA-DA! our tiramisu after an afternoon of hardwork. (:

YUM CHA!

went for yum cha buffet with maye, qp and joanne on thurs. although i didnt eat my breakfast, i was full after 1 round of eating. couldnt eat as much as the last time i went. ): i didnt eat as much xiao long baos as last time too. hahas.

FOOD!

we went plaza sing to window shop before killers movie after the buffet. tried out alot of different kinds of clothes and camwhore in the dressing room. LOL. killers movie was hilarious. enjoyed! (:

KBOX!

went k session with cand, ken and russ ytd. finally get to sing after so long. the k staff was trying hard to promote this student promo card to me which will expire in 30 june. perhaps tt's why she didnt accept my k member card. had dinner at sumo house with cand and ken. and i ate my soya bean icecream cone! :D

rag is starting tmr! hopefully we can get all tt is needed to be done tmr. (: